I crave you most before sleep.
"You’re a hidden gem."
The ever so accurate Urban Dictionary says:
A girl who is ridiculously perfect in all aspects of life. A gem is intelligent, witty, adventurous, beautiful, cute, and always classy. Gems are extremely rare, but often get overlooked for dumb girls who are willing to put out on the first date. Please gentlemen! STOP making mistakes!! If you find a gem, and can capture her heart, keep her!”
I don’t know what went on in your crazy mind before you decided to type those words and click send at 00:34 am, March 28. I don’t know if you really meant it and if you would take your words back if you could. I do know that this is possibly the best thing someone has ever said to me. For such an intelligent human being, to say such ridiculous words just genuinely means a lot to me.
You captured my heart, but you didn’t keep me. I will never understand why and it will always hurt. The pain on the left side of my chest was unbearable when you told me you had chosen someone else above me. Your happiness is what’s most important to me and if you’re happy with someone else, then I’m willing to let you go. I will forever and always be there, by your side, as your close and best friend.
I’m sorry I couldn’t fully make you happy, but at least you’re happy now.
Don’t think about what can happen in a month. Don’t think about what can happen in a year. Just focus on the 24 hours in front of you and do what you can to get closer to where you want to be.
Everything seems to be exhausting me, no matter how much sleep or how much coffee I drink or how long I lie down, something inside me seems to have given up. My soul is tired.
I miss you the most at night. When everything is quiet and the silence reminds me that I’m not sleeping next to you.
I felt utterly alone, like I was the last person alive on Earth. I can’t describe that feeling of total loneliness. I just wanted to disappear into thin air and not think about anything.
People with higher creativity are more likely to suffer from anxiety, depression or bipolar disorder because they are more likely to feel alone with their ideas.
I get drunk with the idea that you’ll actually fall in love with me.